Day 27 in 2019...

HI!! So I haven't posted in a while and it's a combination of I didn't know what to write and I didn't think I had the time to write but here I am. Back and (hopefully...) better than EVER!

So in case you have been wondering what I've been up to... don't. But if you really want to know head over to the "About Me" page and check out my instagram feed because that's as good of a catch up as you will ever get. LOL sorry not sorry!!

Anyway, it's 2019 and as most of you may know this is typically the time were people start dropping their New Years Resolutions when they realize the beginning of a new year doesn't magically make them a new person. But it's completely fine because I'm 100000000% with them on that, and that is the reason why I have decided to not even bother with them anymore.

That being said, I do try to handle my problematic behavior when necessary. For example, I recently decided that I am going to try to stop being so passive aggressive and so far it's worked about 45% of the time. Which is a major improvement (Yay me *London Tipton voice*). *Insert image of me praying you get the reference.*

So far this year I've experienced a lot of let downs. For one it started snowing and I was very optimistic this was going to be one of those warmer winters which you don't question but silently blame on climate change. But then I found out that the weather next week is going to be -10 degrees with a -40 degree wind chill and I'm currently praying classes get canceled so I don't die of frostbite. I also didn't get an RA position and am kinda bummed about it. Next, my study abroad application was rejected and I'm a little upset about that because I've always wanted to learn French in France. Then, the girl who I was planning on getting an apartment with dropped out which is just stressful in the sense that I want to know where I am living soon and also get a place I want to live in while there is still time. And I'm also bummed because it would have been fun living with her. And lastly, I applied to be in a Pre-Med frat and my application for that was rejected as well.

2019 has been an interesting year thus far. But in spite of all these things I've been pretty good and have only cried about three times this month! I hope things will start to turn around soon.

Anyway... I must go back to studying now, as I have two exams this week. Wish me luck!